Thursday, May 10, 2012

nevermore

Yesterday, after a week of tests and ultrasounds, hospitals and bleeding, our doctor confirmed that our little baby died in my womb. I was twelve weeks, but she never grew. I just announced my pregnancy on this blog last week. I'm so sorry to deliver the news in this way.

Today, I am over at Glow in the Woods, talking about our miscarriage and Lucia's death, in a piece called the raven.
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40 comments:

  1. LittleWandererMay 10, 2012 at 11:33 AM

    I'm so sorry Angie, it's so very unfair xx

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  2. Misc MommaMay 10, 2012 at 11:41 AM

    I'm so sorry.

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  3. KateMay 10, 2012 at 11:55 AM

    I'm so sorry, Angie. I just don't understand why life can continue to be so cruel. I'm thinking of you and sending warm thoughts your way.

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  4. EsperanzaMay 10, 2012 at 12:01 PM

    I'm so sorry Angie. Keeping you and your family in my heart and in my thoughts.

    Abiding with you.

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  5. My New NormalMay 10, 2012 at 12:11 PM

    I'm so sorry.

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  6. JulieMay 10, 2012 at 12:14 PM

    i'm so sorry to read this. somehow i missed your pregnancy announcement, and didn't know you were pregnant. i'll be thinking about you.

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  7. MicheleMay 10, 2012 at 12:24 PM

    sending love and many hugs

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  8. mMay 10, 2012 at 12:25 PM

    Angie, I love you. I'm sorry.

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  9. KellyMay 10, 2012 at 12:27 PM

    Omgoodness, I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))

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  10. MerryMay 10, 2012 at 12:40 PM

    Ach, Angie.

    I am sorry.

    I am so angry at the world for all this current grief and fear revisited just now.

    Enough. We have all done enough.

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  11. Eve CrawfordMay 10, 2012 at 12:54 PM

    I am so sorry for you and your family. I know there aren't any words that would help, and the words I want to say are mostly vulgar anyway, but please be gentle with yourself. XO

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  12. Mama BearMay 10, 2012 at 2:18 PM

    This took my breath away. I am so sorry.

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  13. AmandaMay 10, 2012 at 2:27 PM

    Oh, Angie. I'm so sorry for you and your family and all of the hurt that comes with losing your little one. It's all so fucking unfair. Your piece on Glow is devastating and beautiful, all at once.

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  14. RachelMay 10, 2012 at 2:34 PM

    Thinking of you all and sending love. My heart hurts with you.

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  15. MoniqueMay 10, 2012 at 2:42 PM

    Fuck. I am so sorry. Sending you much love from the prairies.

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  16. Mary BethMay 10, 2012 at 3:15 PM

    Angie, I am just so sorry. Truly, my heart is broken for you and your family. Lots of love, now and always.
    xoxo

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  17. HanenMay 10, 2012 at 7:07 PM

    Oh Angie, I'm so sorry. Weeping for you and for your little love-scented baby and holding you all tight in my heart. xxxxxh

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  18. SuzMay 10, 2012 at 7:16 PM

    So very sorry Angie

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  19. SophieMay 10, 2012 at 7:58 PM

    Sending much love. I am so sorry Angie. xx

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  20. RachelMay 10, 2012 at 8:20 PM

    so sorry to hear this news. Your post at Glow in the Woods was beautiful.

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  21. loribethMay 10, 2012 at 8:54 PM

    I commented over at Glow, but just wanted to leave you a few more (((hugs))) here. You will be much in my thoughts over the next while.

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  22. JMMay 10, 2012 at 9:26 PM

    I'm so sorry, Angie. ((HUGS))

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  23. kbMay 10, 2012 at 10:57 PM

    so very sorry...terrible news...i had my fingers and toes crossed for you guys.

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  24. MaloryMay 10, 2012 at 11:42 PM

    I am so very very sorry.

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  25. StinkyMay 11, 2012 at 1:52 AM

    oh shit hon. I am so sorry, I totally didn't expect that

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  26. FireflyforeverMay 11, 2012 at 8:31 AM

    Angie, I am sorry. So very sorry and sad.

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  27. HeatherMay 11, 2012 at 11:20 AM

    so sorry

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  28. FranciscaMay 11, 2012 at 11:33 AM

    Oh, Angie, I am so sorry. Sending a big hug.

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  29. HeatherMay 11, 2012 at 1:48 PM

    I'm so sorry. I had two miscarriages after our son was stillborn, and more than anything they made me so mad. I had suffered enough, dammit. No, the grief wasn't anywhere near that what I experienced with my son, but it was still painful. You are in my thoughts.

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  30. Hope's MamaMay 12, 2012 at 1:15 AM

    We'll hold your hand through this, Angie. We all weep with you.
    You are already missed, little baby.
    xo

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  31. Lollipop GoldsteinMay 12, 2012 at 9:18 AM

    Oh Angie, I am so so so sorry. Sending love.

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  32. TashMay 12, 2012 at 6:20 PM

    I'm so sorry and sad for you. Thinking of you and your family.

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  33. HollyMay 12, 2012 at 9:24 PM

    I'm so sorry :(

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  34. MaddieMay 12, 2012 at 9:38 PM

    I'm so sorry Angie. I had missed this and saw you over at glow today.

    It's so unfair.

    Sending love to you and your family.

    xx

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  35. EmMay 13, 2012 at 1:58 AM

    Angie and Thor and Beezus and Lucy's Daddy...I am so sorry that another one of your precious ones is gone. I am crying with you.

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  36. AnnaBelleMay 15, 2012 at 10:08 AM

    Angie, I am so sorry.

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  37. BobbieMay 17, 2012 at 9:01 AM

    Angie - I have either rarely or never commented on your blog but, having suffered 2 miscarriages in the last year (one at 11 weeks), I just wanted to say that I am so terribly sorry for your loss. x

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  38. StefanieMay 18, 2012 at 11:06 PM

    I am so sorry, Angie. My heart goes out to you and your family.
    xoxo

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  39. AnonymousMay 19, 2012 at 1:07 PM

    Angie I came by to see how you were doing and this has me crying. I am so very sorry. I can't find words I am just so sorry and am with you.

    Loretta

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  40. CrystalMay 20, 2012 at 1:05 AM

    I'm so sorry.

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